PW!

And here comes the ugly but funny photos

Fel likes how she's shaped


So does Yoke Mun. Hahaha

Shit happens. Today it did.

A phone got stolen and because of that, every thing's not the same anymore. 

Thief, you're an idiot. 

Just thought i'd write a little before i start on my lit homework. 

School has been pretty hectic lately. The workload just keeps getting heavier and heavier. Like, every time i think i'm done with homework for the day, i find out i have some more. When i'm finally done with homework, i'm left with no time or energy to study. Yeah, it's tough but i'd be lying if i said i didn't enjoy school. The people there are too awesome to make me not like school completely. 

It's the little things that matter you know? I don't need anything too extravagant. Just a smile or a little wave when we pass each other along the corridor. Little things, they could make my day.

Heart Pain

Hahah yeah, heart pain heart pain.

So many missed opportunities.

Could have, should have but didn't.

Oh well, i'll survive!

Besides, everything happens for a reason, eh?

Racial Harmony Day

I think CJ celebrated Racial Harmony Day a little late. My sisters told me they celebrated it quite sometime ago. Doesn't matter! It just gave us more time to get our costumes=) I wore a sarong kebaya and i think i looked pretty malay-ish. Haha Melvin said i looked evil, like a female dracula. 

Today, lessons seemed to drag on forever and ever and ever. If i weren't such a chicken, i would have fallen asleep in half of my classes. I don't like where i'm sitting in class now. Mr Rajoo moved me all the way to the front because he thinks i'm not participative enough and i'm too quiet. Christine and keong keong were made to move to the front also. Poor us!

I'm glad i walked where i walked today! Haha those little incidents made my day. Like big time! Even though i had no idea what was said for some weird reason, i'm delirious. Hahaha great ah, my life? 

Now i'm going to study econs and be miserable.

1)do you have a wide group of friends ?

nah, i don't think so. i don't make friends unless i have to 

2)if you're in trouble , will your friends 'fly' to help you ?
i know some who would if they could! 

3)will you sacrifice your most precious thing for your friends?
most precious? hmmmmmm what if my friends were the most precious thing? then i'd be sacrificing them for them? hahahah

4)do you believe in BFF ?
of course i do!

5)do you think a straight guy and a woman can just be platonic friends ?
as of right now, i do=)

6)do you have a male friend whom you can trust with almost everything ?
uh huh. i think so!

7)do you think friends should tell each other everything?
nahhh, it's could to keep stuff from them sometimes. 

8)if your friends are in trouble , what will you do ?
it depends on what kind of trouble. like, if she didn't do her homework and she's going to get into trouble with the teacher, i'd laugh, but if it were more serious, i think i'd help where i could

9)in future , if your friends get married and ask you to be their best man , will you agree?
uh huh! if that's allowed that is.

10)what if your enemy calls you one day to make peace?
i'd be super suspicious. you call a person an enemy for a reason

11)what will you do to a friend whom you trust deeply, betrayed you?
i'd cry and cry and cry and cry and then i'd do the same(worse if possible) thing to her and hope to make life as miserable for her as possible. 

12)if your friend snatches your boyfriend away , will you hate him or her completely ?
like someone said, chicks over dicks! but then again, if the friend were horrible enough to do such a thing and the boyfriend were horrible enough to allow it to happen, it just shows both deserve to be hated. completely. 

13)wht if there is a girl that has liked your friend for quite some time, tells you that she needs your help to win the heart of your friend, will you help her?
if she had hope with him and if they looked good together, definitely! 

14)do your parents think your friends are a bad influence ?
umm not really. i never tell my parents of the horrible things my friends do 

15)wht will you tell your parents if they asked you to transfer school, which means losing all your closest friends?
i wouldn't tell them anything. i'd refuse to speak and hope it'll have some kind of effect on them and if they still make me transfer, i'll stop eating and sleeping and walking and moving. maybe then they'd panic and change their minds

16)if your friend organizes a once in a life time party, but your family doesn’t allow you to go , will you sulk/throw a temper/sneak out/don’t go? 
i know i'd definitely sulk. I don't throw tempers, they don't work with my parents. They'd probably just smack me over the head with a chair in an attempt to snap me out of it. hahaha

17)how will you describe your friendship relationship with your friends?

there are the hi-bye friends, those that i just gossip with, some are nice to hang out with to kill time and then there are those i pour my heart out to, look to for help and am willing to stick my neck out for

18)define friendship .
it's when you don't have to tell the person something's wrong but the person already knows by looking or talking to you.

it's when you feel comfortable enough to talk about anything and everything and when it's perfectly comfortable also when neither says anything at all

19)name 20 people whom you can think right now .

don’t read the questions until you named the 20 people . at the end , choose 5 people to do this .

1. yanyeee
2. cola
3. nicolette
4. clarence
5. matthew
6. fel
7 jo
8 darren
9 patrick
10 jon
11 gab
12 charlene
13 nad
14 feezah
15 freda
16 qing
17 wee
18 christine
19 aloy
20 jacq

where did you meet no. 14?
the first time? in the dental bus in sjc

what will you do if you never meet no. 1?
more like what would i not do. haha i'd be the most boring person ever

what if no. 9 & no. 20 dated?
hahahahah that wouldn't be hard to imagine! they've already got scandalous photos

will no. 6 & no. 17 date?
hahahaha keong would be heart-broken then. 

describe no. 3.
bald. hahahha she's a darling

describe no. 7.
oh wow. how about the best person to laugh at rather than with because of the things she does

do you know any of no.12’s family?
uh huh, she's my closest cousin. how can i not?

what will you do if no.18 confess to you that she likes you?
i think i'd tell her to shoot herself with that pistol she's so good with

what language does no.15 speak ?
english mostly but she does malay too sometimes

how old is no.16?
17 but she doesn't act it sometimes

when is the last time you spoke to no.13?
a million years ago! it feels that way anyway

who is no.2 favorite band or singer?
oh man, that's tough. but i'd have to say she's her favorite singer

would you ever date no. 4?
nahhh, he's too good a friend

would you ever date no. 1?
if i were a guy, we'd be married already. she's the most wonderfullest person everest!

is no. 19 single?

he doesn't even know who he is. i don't think he'd be able to not be single. hahaha

would you ever be in a relationship with no.11?
hahaha NOOOO i'm a girl and she's a girl. it just wouldn't be right 

school of no. 3?
tough one. i think she's in the same school as me. must be cjc. hahah

where does no. 6 live?
serangoon!

what is your favourite thing about no.5?
there isn't anything to like about him. haha nahh, he's fun to be with.

have you seen no. 2 naked?
nope but i've seen her in a swimming costume many many times

wht is no.8's nickname ?
darren? hmm i'l have to come up with one

I NOW TAG....
1. yanyeeeeee
2. christine
3. wee
4. gab 
5. charlene

PTM was awful.

Haha i now have to go home straight after school and cca.

Like that's going to happen.

I'd really love to do that but then again, i like hanging out with people more.

I think i'll stick to doing the latter but just not as much.

And my heart does a little tap dance. 

Believe it or not, i went to the gym today out of my own freewill! Haha never in a million years would i have imagined myself capable of that. Didn't do like, loads of stuff but i still worked up a sweat so i'm satisfied with what i did.

You know, i think i've been pretty moody lately and today definitely wasn't an exception. I'm sorry if my lousy mood affected you. I don't know why but for some reason, i keep getting annoyed at the smallest and most trivial things. Like, i feel like snapping at a person whenever he says something that i don't want to hear. I think the reason why i don't actually do it is because i'm too chicken to do it. Damnnnn(or you could say s'blood).

I was dog-tired when i met up with the swimmers. We meant to keep nicolette company while she served detention but stuff happened and we all got too lazy and grouchy to bother clarifying things and we ended up going home instead. I was super gloomy at that point of time and i was sulking away but then clarence started playing the piano. He insisted on teaching me part of a song so we could play together. I don't know why, but my mood lifted and i felt so much better after that. So yes, thank you=)

Went on to cheer the class on for interclass basketball. In our own eyes, 1T04 won. Hands down. Haha but in reality, we lost. Doesn't matter though, i still think the way they played was awesome. =)

Long bus rides home on a rainy day, quiet evenings alone at home,
there's just this wonderful something about these thing.
They make me feel so at peace with everything around me.
I haven't been able to do that lately so today, when these things happened,
I was able to sought out my thoughts.
I was able to really think hard, reflecting, on what's been going on with my life.
Right now, after thinking through stuff in general, i think i'm pretty contented with what i have.

The piano is beautiful.
I'm going to make someone learn it someday to play for me.

I think i'm really getting attached to the swimmers!

I've been seeing Clarence and Nicolette everyday for the past four days and Cola for the past three.

Seeing them so much doesn't make me want to see them any less,

in fact, the minute i say bye to them, i start missing them already.

Wow, i never thought i'd feel that way about people from my cca. 

I love the people in the swim team=)

SWIMMMMMM

I spent practically the whole of today with the swimmers

and quite frankly, i had a good time=)

Although i didn't swim well, my plunge was the best i've done so far(according to matthew). 

So yeah, i'm not all that bothered.

Besides, i'm supposed to be blaming it on the water/milo/people/cookie or whatever to make myself feel better. I did that even though i didn't need to.

The day passed by unbelievably quickly.

One minute me and Cola were at Woodlands interchange with the other j1s,

then we were at Sports School with the other swimmers who had events,

the next, we were at Causeway Point having lunch with a few others.

After that, me and Cola were on our way to my house to get some stuff

after which we went back down to the Sports School to cheer the afternoon session people on.

Headed down to Cola's house and relaxed for a little while.

Actually, it wasn't all that relaxed because Nicolette was being so irritable.

Dinner at Relish. 

Wow. 

All in all, i had an awesome day with the swimmers.

I never thought i'd feel so bonded with them.

It feels good!