Change!

I've made changes.
I'm proud of myself!


I loved the last few days.
=)

Yeah

If you don't do anything, then you'll never do anything wrong.

Then again, it's fun to be wrong sometimes. =)

One Word

to describe today:

WOW.

=)

Yesterday i spent the whole day at home doing nothing.

Like, it was just one whole day of relaxation.

I really don't know how i managed to not get bored but i really didn't feel bored.

But then again, me not getting up for WanYi's party was a huge waste.

Happy belated birthday WanYi!

I'm Busier Than You Think I Am

So many things to be done, 

lucky for me, the holidays are here!

I'm not saying that i'll be having much of a break though.

Need to do what everyone says they'll be doing.

Like going for CCAs, catching up on studies, socializing and relaxing a little.

And like everyone else, i'll prolly end up doing the last two the most.

I mean come on, it's expected isn't it?

Hahaha

Got up early this morning!

Yeah, had to go for Mindchamps.

Had as much fun as a person can have while learning how to learn stuff.

Believe me, that's not a lot of fun but yeah, i lived through it!

Lunch made today bearable and at times even great=)

Thanks for lunching with me and my sister!

now i'm home and i'm missing you like crazy

H1s Out of the Way!

Yes! No more math and gp for the time being!

Haha i think i messed up both papers but there's nothing i can do about it right now.

Will now have to concentrate on the other subjects. Somehow, sometime. 

Haven't blogged for a while and i felt like just prolong it but decided not to. 

Yeah, the end of the papers are that significant.

No supper this week. Instead, i went out for a movie with Patrick, Mark, Justin, Aloy and Darren!

Lunched at Hip Diners USA. It wasn't too bad.

Oh we watched Made of Honor and i think it was really quite sweet.

Patrick kinda spoilt the sweet parts though. That idiot. Haha =)

Then the boys had dinner at some place. The name of that place just slipped my mind.

After dinner, we decided we were sick enough of each other so we headed home.

Hahaha

Today was awesome!

Especially before school=)

Day of Nothing

I didn't go out today!

Yeah, Fridays are usually days that i go out with Gab but today she went out with her class to celebrate Wendy's birthday. 

It's alright, i went home instead.

Initially my plan was to sleep for a million hours but i didn't because my mum came home early and we spoke for a really long time.

It was nice catching up with her=)

By the time we grew tired, it was too late for me to sleep so i decided not to.

Did a little bit of math and then got bored.

Lucky for me, it was time for me to leave for supper/dinner/dipper/sunner. 

Eating, getting tables(attempting to, that is), catching up, "talking cock"(i'm quoting fel) and just the company itself was awesome=) We should really do this every week if possible!

Night all!

I'm going to have my million hours sleep now.

Be Nice to SAM Day

YES! Haha Patrick came up with that and i thank him!

Surprisingly, it actually did make a difference.

For one, Aloy didn't talk to me at all today,

Wee didn't make those dumb comments about me being a man seahorse

and Patrick didn't mention the riding thing.

At least that's what happened before lessons ended.

I didn't mention the ladies because they never do any of those idiotic things, ever.

Well, maybe every now and then but yeah..

Before CCA started, Fel, Jo, Jon, me and Patrick stayed back in class. 

Haha they were playing soccer at the front of the room with a hockey ball.

Fel and Jo whooped the guys' asses!

Haha they beat them 11-5.

I bet the guys died of shame then.

Mr Weatherman, you're horrible.

It was raining like crazy in the morning and early afternoon.

That made me really optimistic about not having swimming.

But when lessons ended, so did the rain.

That really made me feel like my heart got ripped out.

Haha then it rained again! But then it stopped again.

Me and Gab were being very hopeful, believing that the rain would come just in time to save us.

Too bad for us, hoping wasn't enough!

In the end, still had to go for training which was H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E. 

Went for dinner with Matthew and Gab at MOS. 

Don't know why but i had the urge to buy this burger that i had never seen before.

So i bought it thinking that it would be good and stuff but when it came, it looked NOTHING like what it did on the menu.

Haha it was really quite disgusting. 

Matthew wanted to be nice and offered to change burgers with me.

Hmm i guess the guy actually has a nice side to him!

Hahaha

OH! I think i'm going to to really awfully for history.

I know i should have read up on both the CMC and the Korean War but i only did the CMC.

Haha oh well, hopefully the studying in the bus this morning did a bit of good.

Rhymes and.. Limes?

Haha yeah, we were coming up with the dumbest poems during lit.

Here's what i wrote for Fel:

Fel Fel

You look like a bell

You smell like hell

and work at Dell

Hahaha yeah..

Ok lemme go study history and die now

BEST!!

I screamed over the phone when i found out training, for some wonderful reason, was called off today.  i still think i feel that way about you. 

Hahah i tell you, if they decide to reschedule on friday, i'll definitely be a no show. Again.

It just wouldn't be fair to us(or me at least). it's annoying,

The wonderful wonderful Gab lent me her phone last friday and passed me the charger today.

Haha THANK YOU GAB! i'm horrible for being so fickle

I owe you a million=) i shouldn't be and i don't want to be but i still am

Not just for this but for everything else too. it's tough. it really is

I LOVE YOU!

Gab Gab Gab Gab Gab, i wanna see you more!

This morning started out fine.

Met Fel on the bus and we spoke.

Got to class and people were smiling so it was good too.

Lit was fine even though we have to complete a passage based question by friday.

Got back our econs test. Haha by some kind of miracle, i passed.

That was a pleasant surprise!

Chinese was just stupid(it always is) but then again, it's a good time to chill.

Break was good as usual!

After that, the day just became so sleepy that i really can't recall how i felt then.

Doesn't matter, if it's really important, i'll remember soon enough.

Oh, after lessons, we wanted to go for lunch and Patrick didn't want to come up to the fifth floor just to lock up the class so he tried throwing the keys up from the quadrangle to the fifth floor.

Hahah it was a failure!

So through some miscommunication, Patrick came up and Wee Xiang ran down.

It was funny!

Went to the library to kill time and did stupid but legal and good stuff with computers.

A few of them had to leave half way so yeah, they didn't go for dinner.

Met up with Fel and Patrick and we decided to head down to Thomson Plaza.

Me and Fel died quite a few times while crossing the overhead bridge. 

I blame the boys.

Made fools of ourselves at Thomson Plaza and basically had loads of fun.

I think the people at Subway hated us.

Bubble tea.

HAHAHA.

Waited super long at the bus stop for my bus.

Lucky for me, i had Jon and Fel to wait with me!

Sweet things, those two.

They actually missed a few buses just so that i wouldn't be left alone.

I bet you're jealous that they didn't wait for you too.

Haha thanks guys=)

Now i'm home and i should be doing my homework.

So yeah, goodbye world!

Let me be miserable now.

Smile Like the Idiot You Are

Today was awesome!

But then again, it could have been better.

Went to Far East to meet my PW group.

When i got there however, none of them were in sight.

I figured they couldn't be later because i was already pretty late by then.

Haha so i walked around the meeting place for a bit and then decided to go back to school to see if they were there.

(keep in mind, my phone's gone)

Found them in school.

Haha idiots didn't tell me about the change of plans, too last minute they say.

Oh Aloy's the biggest idiot ever.

Yeah, i'm just saying. Don't ask why.

If you really want to know, go talk to him yourself.

Haha i love how we only had to attend two lessons today.

The day was so short!

Then again, it meant that the class hardly spent any time together.

Oh! Today's after school time was fun and pretty unexpected.

Haha the original plan was for me and Gab to go out.

Then later Darren said he could come along so he did.

Then we met Douglin and cousin (hahahaha it's Douglas+Collin) on the bus and they said they'd watch a movie with us too.

And then Samuel said he could go for the movie as well.

Hahah so cool. The number just kept growing and growing.

We watched What Happens In Vegas.

It was AWESOME!

Haha the guys said it was just alright but us girls thought it was super good.

I really liked it=)

Went to Hip Diners US for dinner with Gab and Samuel.

Haha we walked from the Cathay to Cine.

It was  nice long walk.

I got to catch up on stuff with my Scandal Gab!

Now i'm home and i'm tired!

Good night world!

All Fall Down

Ok, my homeroom's on the fifth floor.

For some reason, people in my class keep on throwing/dropping/flinging stuff off the fifth floor all the way to the first floor(or is it the second floor?).

A few weeks back, it was Fel's skirt,

yesterday, it was Justin's flying toy,

today, it was Jo's econs notes.

Hahahaha their reactions were so funny!

Hmm maybe tomorrow somebody'll jump off instead.

Eeew, like Jo said, morbid.

The reason why Jo's notes flew off the fifth floor was because she got sent out of class, along with the few of us, for not completing/attempting the tutorial.

Later Mr Low said that we had to write him a letter each, explaining why we didn't do our tutorials. The letter had to be 50 words long.

Just my luck, i decided to speak to Christine right at that moment and he caught us so now instead of 50 words, it's a hundred.

Haha Jon's letter to Mr Low was just sick. 

Right, so now i've got to do my history assignment.

I will enjoy it, i will have fun doing it, i will love every moment of it, i will never say die, i will keep telling myself all that and hope that somehow i'll believe it.

Frustrations

Know what's frustrating?

Getting your phone stolen on the first day you bring it to school, after taking the most embarrassing photos of other people.

Know what's even more frustrating?

Living without a phone for more than a week because you don't have a SIM card (the idiots working at shop wouldn't give me my SIM card because they said i was under 18).

Know what's worse?

After being ecstatic for a full minute after getting the SIM card, slamming it into the slot in the phone, putting the battery back in and finding out that the phone battery's dead.

Know what's the worst?

Not being able to find the charger after going through all that shit.

Yeah, anyway, today was a super long day!

Oh! SD was funny. I think by far, today's lesson was the most entertaining.

I totally died out during lit and math. 

Yeah, but after that things got better.

Haha Mr Low tried locking a few of us outside the class and excluding us from lessons but he couldn't!

I think it must have been Fel's pathetic face or something that moved him to letting us back in.

When i stepped into the room for chinese, i almost got a heart attack.

Haha found out that mid-year orals commenced today.

Panicked for the whole lesson only to find out that it wasn't my turn today. It's kinda funny now, thinking about it.

Jo had to go for detention and i had nothing on so i accompanied her. Jon stayed back too!

It was a good, it was good! 

Gave me some time to relax and unwind a little.

sometimes i think i like you too much. 

Am I Boring You?

Sometimes i think i do.

I feel horrible for feeling the way i do

I know i shouldn't yet, i still do

Got locked out of class this morning because of Patrick/Aloysius

so i thought that today would be a bad day.

Turned out to be quite fun actually!

Econs is an almost sure-fail but oh well, i did try studying a little for it!

Didn't pay much(any) attention during lit!

Me and Sab were too busy laughing at Melvin sleeping.

The picture she drew of him was damn funny.

Kept me shaking(with laughter) in my seat for a long time.

Patrick was sitting behind me being annoying and making stupid noises that resembles no animal/person/living creature.

It's my fault really. Maybe if i tried harder,

maybe if i bothered trying at all, i'd be able to really stop feeling that way.

Had fun studying in the library after school!

Yeah, i really did some reading up for history.

Oh staying back with Fel, Patrick and Jon was enjoyable!

Fel and Jon had to do detention because they came late to school.

Haha idiots=)

Then again, sometimes, i don't want to try.

I like how it makes me feel. I like it too much

No Time Left

Time's a-wasting!

I should be: 

1. studying for tomorrow's econs test

2. be doing my history tutorial that's due first thing in the morning

3. reading my lit text

4. studying my history

5. finishing up my math tutorial

6 doing that gp question and sending it to the misogynist

yeah, i think that's about all i'm supposed to do.

Haha no need for sleep tonight!

Oh, reason why i didn't do all that before this afternoon was because i was at mindchamps!

This week, i actually spoke to people.

I was super moody last week(because of the PI which got me really stressed out) so i didn't bother talking to anyone.

I think it's better when we get sorted into groups!

Makes it kinda compulsory to talk to one another.

Jon, thank you!

It was really nice of you to do that=)

Yan, if you breathe a word, i will make it my mission to kill you.

Hahaha you know i'd never do that so s'blood!

I need to find something to blackmail you with.

Gab, i'm excited!

I really want that day to come.

It would be so cool!

Study Study!

Didn't do much studying today, i actually did more homework and research than anything else.

Met Gab and the boys at Starbucks, Suntec much later than planned.

Man, i regret not getting there earlier, it was so nice to finally talk to them!

We spoke about funny stuff, serious stuff and most of the time stupid stuff.

Haha i had fun!

Managed to get hold of some history texts for the history assignment from the National library.

Don't know how relevant it is though and i might have to go back to get some other notes.

I'll see how it goes when i read it!

Oh, i've got an econs test on Monday but i just realised today while studying that i didn't bring my econs file home.

Haha yeah, i know it's stupid and i'm screwed.

You could also say that i'm stupid and the econs test will be screwed.

Run For Your Lives

Today was CJ's sports meet!

Haha had fun cheering and getting sweaty, dirty and smelly.

I think our class did alright=) Good job good job!

Oh, i played ultimate frisbee and lost the both rounds that we played.

But it's ok! It was fun=)

Went out with the class for lunch and a movie.

Actually, only Jo, Fel, Heidi, Wee, Patrick, Jon, Sab, Mark and me that watched the movie.

Haha we watched Doomsday and i think it was a stupid movie.

It was really gory, which is so not my thing, and just a tad bit shocking sometimes.

Haha i don't like watching shows like these.

They make me look like an idiot.

After the movie, only Fel, Jon, Jo, Mark, Patrick and I remained!

The rest had stuff on so they went off first.

So we went to play pool.

I'm lousy but it doesn't matter, as long as i can get a few easy balls in, i'm fine!

Damn it, i was really thinking of writing a lot more but i really can't.

Haha i'm just not in the mood to. in like!

Shakespear on Love

great!

Anticipation Anticipation!

Good morning!

Finally, my dad brought up the matter of getting a replacement SIM card.

I didn't dare to talk about it in case he started on his story of how even the people you trust can sometimes do stuff you'd never think they'd do to you.

Hmm i guess the reason why he really wants to get me the SIM card is because he can't stand not being able to check up on me.

Especially since i've been staying back in school later than usual these days.

But hey! I stay back for good reasons!

So yeah, getting the card and hopefully a phone is something to look forward to!

1T04's an awesome class to be in!

I really don't think i've been in a class so friendly before.

I mean sure we get a little irritated every now and then but everything, so far, turns out fine in the end.

I'm glad i got posted to where i got posted to=)

On the first day that i found out me and gab weren't in the same class, i thought i'd hate school.

I didn't feel like talking to anyone in the class and i'd rush away from them the moment i had a chance and i'd go meet gab and darren. 

For the first few days or maybe even a few weeks, it was like that. Me and gab would spend the whole break lamenting about how we hated not being in the same class and stuff.

Then when break was over, we'd go back to our classes. 

Sure i had fun during lessons when we were allowed to talk but i never really made an effort to try to enjoy myself, i kept thinking about how great it would have been if me and gab were in the same class, what me and gab would be doing after lessons and when i'd be able to leave the class. That was stupid of me.

Then as the timetable changed and me and gab got different break times, i started hanging out with the class more.

That's when i found out how wonderful they were!

I love being with the class now!

 

Haha yeahh, i love you guys!

Gab, i still wish we were in the same class but yeah, i guess things turned out this way for a reason.

Maybe we would have gotten too close and we might have gotten on each other's nerves or something.

Don't worry gab! As much as i love some people, you'll still be special to me=)

Yan, i'm sorry!

If i had my phone, i would definitely have picked up your call.

Unless you called me when i was swimming then yeah.. it would have been a different story

Hahah i miss you and i wanna see you!

oh, last night at the grand stand, the feeling was indescribable .

i want to feel it all over again.

that sense of having nothing in the world to fear, the carefreeness,  that feeling..

it was wonderful.